After everything he did to me y do I still wanna be with him?

Let him go. I know it's hard, but you have to. It's not healthy. This guy is sleeping around other women, and they're possibly sleeping with other guys. (STD ALERT) You deserve better just be single for a while. You don't need him. To answer your question, you think you're in love with him. You will get over him. It is hard, but it can be done.